An "abnormal" teen in the process of growing up. I'm Mr. Opinion and this is what I have to offer.
Monday, February 20, 2012
I Wonder...
The first step for me is to explore and discover, both the inner and outer. I need to decompress from the horrendous mental state I'm currently in. I feel like I need to break free and it's a huge risk to separate myself from others. I keep wondering if I'm doing the right thing... should I isolate myself from people who support me? I know I must take the first step in this process and that's to support myself. I can't keep relying on others to help me through my tribulations. Although all those thoughts still linger in my mind I must push forward shouldn't I? I wonder what will be the outcome... successful? Or will it be an uncompleted thought? I want to be the person who is climbing Mt. Everest. Struggling and yet finding the perseverance to keep going. Then, when I reach the top I want to tell myself, "you did it", while feeling euphoric and accomplished. I hope to make this experience a permanent one rather than a temporary one. Temporary sucks. That's all unicorns and rainbows but... what exactly will I gain? Knowledge. See ya later internet. See ya later phone. See ya later socializing. See ya later blog. I wish to see you in March with a new mind and a new me.
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